Tuesday, 14 May 2013

Diary of a Young Woman -- by Anne Shier



Franca was living the full, productive and fun life of a teenager.  Not boring or mundane by any means, there was always something happening in her life, good or bad.  Upon reflection, she couldn’t really tell you whether what happened to her was good or bad.  That was largely a matter of how her friends and classmates at school viewed the individual events of her life.
Franca’s busy teenage years included meeting her high school sweetheart at the age of 17.  She met Byron at the beginning of Grade 12 at Applewood High School.  Byron was a free spirit, so to speak, and when he met Franca, he was certain he could charm her into doing whatever he wanted her to do.  He did not feel that there were any boundaries in his life.  These two were instantly attracted to each other and after they met, there was very little that they did not do together.  They seemed to belong together.
It did not help that Franca was just an innocent, naive young girl who had never before gotten involved with a boy like Byron and had no idea how manipulative and conniving he could be.  She would find out very soon.  A girlfriend of Byron’s could not leave him - ever; he would leave her if and when he was so inclined.
          At the time, Franca was on the cheerleading squad and the track and field and gymnastics teams.  When she wasn’t actively involved with athletics, she was either singing in the school choir or participating in school musicals.  Franca had been in the school performances of “Aida”, “High Society” and “The Little Shop of Horrors” within the last 3 years as an extra.  She enjoyed participating in these highly successful musicals because she loved to sing, but was much too shy to be a soloist.  Nevertheless, Franca was outgoing and vivacious with lots of friends.
Byron, on the other hand, was very much a loner.  He was not a member of any school team nor did any of the other senior students, in general, know him well.  He was the only son in his family (there was a much younger daughter too) and his parents doted on both kids.  Byron was a very handsome, tall guy with short, dark-blond hair, brown eyes and a drop-dead gorgeous smile.  He had been somewhat spoiled due to his upbringing, so nothing interfered with his ability to live life on his own terms.  Young teenage women tended to be attracted to him and he liked to encourage them as often as possible; he loved the attention.  If his parents ever told him that he wasn’t allowed to do something, he would just go ahead and do it anyway and later on explain his behaviour to them.  For some reason, they never took any real action to discipline him.  He was allowed to come and go as he pleased, without responsibilities or boundaries. 
Despite the significant differences between them, all was going relatively well with Franca and Byron until she met another young man named Scotty.  He was a tall Scottish fellow with short, jet-black wavy hair, regal features and a truly beguiling smile.  Like Byron, he was also very attractive to the opposite sex; however, he ignored the young women who followed him around – except for Franca.  He was taken with her blonde, pageboy-style hair, blue-green eyes and a smile that lit up the room whenever she saw him.  She, likewise, was taken with his spectacular good looks, muscular build and magnetic presence.  They started to hang out together whenever Byron wasn’t around, mostly in the cafeteria at lunchtime.  Byron always went home for lunch because he lived right around the corner from the high school, but Franca had to take her lunch to school every day and eat in the cafeteria.  It was inevitable that Scotty and Franca would run into each other on a regular basis.  They enjoyed each other’s company a great deal.
When Byron found out that Scotty and Franca were hanging out together at lunchtime every day, he became furious with her.  He told her she was not allowed to date anyone else because she was “his”.  She asked him what he meant by that remark and he told her that she had better stay away from Scotty for her own good.  Byron warned her, “If you have any intention of dating anyone else, no matter who it is, I will make sure that the new guy in your life thinks that you’re just “trash” – a slut with no morals who will sleep with any guy, any time.”  Franca was totally shocked by Byron’s statement.  He sounded to her like he owned her, like the owner of a dog. 
After Franca heard Byron make this pronouncement about who she could date or just see and who she couldn’t, she likewise became furious with him.  She vowed to herself that he was not going to be able to control who she saw when she wasn’t with him.  She would make sure that he was never the wiser.  To this end, she resolved to keep seeing Scotty (and dating him if it came to that) as often as she liked.  Byron’s needs were going to be secondary from now on.
One day at school, Byron and Scotty ran into each other in the hallway.  Byron said to Scotty, “You know, Franca only wants to see you because she wants to get even with me for something annoying that I said to her.  She doesn’t really want to go out with you.  After all, she’s my girlfriend, not yours.”
To which Scotty replied, “Franca and I are friends.  We like each other a lot and like to spend time together.  It’s too bad if that’s a problem for you.”
To which Byron replied tersely, “If you insist on going out with Franca, you are both going to regret it.  I’ll make sure of that.  Ask her yourself if I will.”  With that retort, they each went on their way.
A couple of weeks later, Scotty asked Franca out for an official date and she accepted with delight.  She told him, “You know that Byron and I have been dating each other for a while, don’t you?  He does not like the idea of you or any other guy asking me out.  However, I decided that if you asked me out, I would go anyway and I would be very happy to do so.  Where do you want to go?”
Scotty replied, “I’d love to take you to the movies.  There’s a good movie on that’s just come out called ‘The Change-Up’, starring Ryan Reynolds and Jason Bateman, playing at the Cineplex Odeon theatre at the mall.  I could just order two tickets online at the Cineplex web site, print them out and away we go!  What do you think?  Will you go with me?”
Franca looked at Scotty with stars in her blue-green eyes and said, “I would love to go to the movies with you – any time!  I don’t give a sh*t about Byron anymore.  He’s always acting like a control freak with me anyway and won’t ‘allow’ me to see anyone he doesn’t approve of.  That includes any guy, especially if he’s good-looking, like you.  As a heads-up, I suggest we go to the matinee instead the evening show.  That way, I can just tell Byron I went shopping at the mall.  It would not be a good idea for him to know right now that we’re together somewhere.  Trust me on this.”
Franca, upon reflection of her recent interaction with Scotty, began to realize that she had a far stronger personality than Byron thought she did.  All she knew for sure was that if she did not go out with Scotty now, she might very well end up married to Byron or someone like him and that was not a future that appealed to her at all.  A guy like that was extremely selfish and only cared about what he wanted.  Her needs were never going to come first with him.
Scotty, on the other hand, was a kind and caring guy who showed sensitivity to her needs and actually listened to her when she talked to him.  Because of that, she had discovered that there was much more to a relationship than a sexual attraction.  Scotty was someone she both wanted and needed to spend time with from now on.
The afternoon that Scotty and Franca went to the movies would change her life completely.  The next day, she told Byron that she was through with him, his chauvinistic, macho-male attitude and his deemed “ownership” of her.  It had occurred to her that she finally believed that she deserved a much better boyfriend than Byron, and Scotty was the boyfriend she both deserved and wanted to have from now on.
Evidently, Byron could not stand the thought of “his woman,” Franca, seeing any other guy—at lunchtime, after school, anytime or anywhere. But Franca had decided Byron was much too afraid to let her be herself or to allow her to associate with other boys, even as casual friends. Scotty, on the other hand, was perceived to be a threat to Byron’s deemed “ownership” of Franca because Scotty was willing to let her be who she really was, and it made Franca realize how much happier she was, and would be, with Scotty as her boyfriend.

copyright - Anne Shier, 2013, all rights reserved, published by Authorhouse, Bloomington, Indiana, USA 

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